Help me! please! Im obssesed with a Michael Jackson?? (MJ)?

Please dont say anything wrong about the guy Im obssesed with. Im obssesed with Michael Jacson. I need help to stop. I love his music and his dance so much, I cant stop going on the internet to look at him or puting on some of his music. And please dont say youll get over it because I have told myself this alot but i have not gotten over it. Im obssesed with looking at pictures of him from the 80s. I know he is innocent and all that but being obssesed with him as a fan is controling my life! what should I do! please help